Well we’ve moved into the final 3 days of my apprenticeship and as usual it’s all going a bit mad. Ending your apprenticeship slap bang in the middle of plant killing season is not an easy task for any invasive species manager but somehow (with the help/patients from John) I am just about holding it all together……..Honest!
Before (2008)…..
During……
After! (last week)
So, my apprenticeship, has it worked? Well yesterday someone asked me what I did and I said “I’m an Invasive Species Officer” and the little voice of doubt inside my head said “Are you? Do you know enough to actually call yourself that!!!!” and for the first time in my life I said a great big confident YES YES YES! So I’d say that, yes the apprenticeship scheme has worked, not just to give me the knowledge I needed to build up my career but also the confidence to believe in myself and actually have faith in my abilities. Things haven’t always gone how we’ve planned but in the end the result is what we all hoped and as with everything in life the ups and downs are what make you a stronger person. (I was gonna say ‘well rounded’ but couldn’t type for laughing!).
So the future, well it looks relatively bright. No job to talk of yet but I have no doubt the right one wont be too far away. I still have a few conferences to attend and a bit of training to do, thanks to the guys at CVNI, and a little bit of volunteering for the RSPB on Rathlin I hope – I need my seabird fix! So I’ll be busy for the next few weeks! Also, being a bit of a workaholic, I’m sure I’ll find myself pottering around on the river, spade at the ready and murder in mind………………
It’s been a very eventful 18 months and I’ve had the best time. I’ve made some great friends and met some exceptional people. It’ll be strange leaving the welcoming arms of BTCV Scotland as I’ve come to feel like part of their big happy family over the past year and it will be even stranger leaving Natural Talent behind as we’re the coolest gang of nerds I’ve ever known! lol.
But sure, I’ll do rightly ………………………………………………………
I’m frrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…………….